Thanks for those who read my post. whoever you are, I appreciate the time you spent reading my thoughts.
It's been several years now since I stopped doing Christmas decorations. No trees. No lanterns. No signs. Just the postcards that I receive. I tape them to my dining area wall in a shape of a Christmas tree. Living alone in apartment can be sad during these holidays. And there were a lot of Christmases where I find myself alone in my apartment staring outside the snowy view. It just reminds me of how other people are so happy with their families. With their presents. And the joyful memories of Christmas past is outweighed by my depressing feeling of being alone every freakin Christmas.
But someday, maybe, there will be someone whom I can share these future holidays who is physically present with me. The Christmas spirit is not lost with me. Only on hiatus.
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